First Time by Ida Jo
Guardian of Being 2015

For the first time in my life
I don't know what's out there
Don't know what I'm looking at so all I do is stare
I don't know what I'm waiting for
And I don't think I care
If I've fallen short, if I've failed you see
I left that all somewhere
For the first time

For the first time in my life
I don't know what's out there
Where do I begin or even do I dare
I don't know where I'm going
And that just doesn't seem fair
And I don't have much of a choice in the matter,
I'll just see what's out there
​For the first time