I Live For the Moments by Ida Jo
Guardian of Being 2015

I live for the moments that fuck you up
Not because you want it,
because you feel it in your gut
And you find yourself bleeding,
thawing out in the grey saying here I am
Here I am

I live for the moments that tear your insides out
Not because you want it,
because that's what it's about
And you find yourself screaming,
coming out to play saying here I am
Here I am

I live for the moments that you barely survive
Not because you want it,
because it means that your alive
And you find yourself pleading
On your knees, in the way saying here I am
Here I am